At the start of a new year, we make resolutions, wish for something, or just want the next 365/366 days to be smooth sailing. But at times we get a bolt from the blue that tends to.. or in my case changes our lives.
For once my sarcasm and utter nonsense can take a break as the person i'm gonna be describing here doesn't really appreciate my sarcastic/exaggerated statements too much.(though keeping me straightforward is as much a herculean task as straightening the leaning tower of pisa!)
[i wont be putting everything out here as some things are too close to my heart to disclose.. actually doing so might just get me killed! :P]
If my memory serves me right it was 3 yrs back during my 12th grade prelims dat i came across a random profile on orkut, a gal(which made me actually proceed further) whose profile description kinda drew me into it. Not too much transpired early on.. but over the next few days we went through a turn of events that would change the outlook of our friendship.. forever!!
What happened was that the frequency of our online talks on yahoo msngr etc increased a lot and -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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So as u can see above, that part is kinda blurry(as in a haze.. it just happened too fast to describe it!!) And i've not forgotten even a minute of those 10-15 days where I managed to flunk in 4 pprs outta 6 and even draw my best friend into help this budding friendship to blossom into a full fledged long distance romance!!(i kno if da gal is reading this she'll jump for my throat.. but sarcasm is an integral part of my life u c :D :P)
I'll refer to this girl as 'S', for simplicity sake(and to ease the trouble my fingers go thru typin "this gal"/'her' repeatedly). And excuse the sudden changes in tense as i'm having to delve in the past to recollect and type stuff as it flows into my garbled mind.
So S n I continue to chat online that year atleast..a year where her then BF gets jealous and begins threatenin me online(get a life mate.. online threats are abt as scary as facing a Liverpool side without Torres n Gerrard.. if u get the point that is!)
S does manage to call me up once.. and that becomes the only time we actually hear each other for 2 yrs!..coz i didnt hav a cell then.. and later i was too.. kanjoos if u may call it to make STD calls =))
S was no more just an online friend to share pleasantries with but was(& is) a person who knew more abt me in a year than most ppl have in 18. For me.. she had become my GF without actually being my GF!!(weird i kno.. but then when hav i ever been normal!!)
I doubt whether even she knows how much she actually means to me now.. after 3 years of friendship which has seen crazy incidents occurring in both our lives.
Being the joker that i am.. this stuff might make me pals declare me insane and completely devoid of mental health but i assure everyone whatever i've typed has been done with me being in my senses(yea true!!)
I've tried my best to make the last 2 b'days special for her and i know that its not much compared to what other friends manage, but thats the least i could have done for her.
I end this insanely long post with a short poem:
I end this insanely long post with a short poem:
You're there when my sky turns grey
Making a reason for a smile,
Now that you're here,
I want you to stay.
What I have to say is true,
Words barely describe it,
Because........................... ♥
